Me, Myself and a girl named .....

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Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
She sits alone in a smoke filled cafe. Watching as the world goes by.. She has the looks that tell the truths when she lies. She says she's all your dreams are made of..and everything that you'll never understand... And since you're lost, perhaps you can step inside and stay a while.."Welcome to the 100% Satisfaction Eh?!".

Thursday, September 17, 2009

How I wish...

Woke up early today ( 2 a.m.) and I had a hard time shutting off my eyes . Tried my luck with 'Ocha' with the hope of falling back to sleep. But after having one glass, I realized, you don't drink tea for you to get to sleep, supposing you have to drink milk (demmit!!)
How I wish I was a bit earlier of figuring it out...

I was feeling unwell since last Sunday, worried I might have a cold, my skin hurts, I'm all shivering and emotionally frail. Sore throat threatening. Is this the dreaded H1N1? No, please!
How I wish that I didn't go to Genting last weekend..(Kak rina,in case you're reading this, I was just kidding, ok)

I tried to kill the time during the these hours, watching stupid movies, Maid in Manhattan? Spiderman 3? read guide books and practise useful Japanese phrases under my breath. Well.. It's for the future when I have a chance to visit Japan ( hurmm.. had planned it since 2007, yet until now, no sign of it..OMG!? It's been two years since then??)
How I wish I can go there next many events are taking place in 2010..Adoi..

About 3.30 a.m. went to McDonalds.. Amazingly it was sooo full with human beings. I was like pushing myself throughout the crowds and managed to get a place for both of us. We had chips,porridge and burgers plus hot milos. Suddenly I remembered that I am on this diet-till-you-die programme.. Anyway, damage has been done, whatever..
How I wish I don't have to forgo this suffering thingy.....

And now, after all this
How I wish I don't complain a lot about anything and everything

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Eh, Raya mode is everywhere


I can't believe I was thinking to stay in KL to work and miss all the Hari Raya fun this year. Actually, I can't believe how much I missed out on Raya (Eid)! The preparations, the jalan raya with friends (convoy perhaps), the visiting relatives, the gossipping (or more politely known as catching up), etc..

So much fun!

Truly I had never enjoyed celebrating Raya. Was it because of I had not much friends to visit back in hometown? Or the reason could be, among all of us (the siblings) I was the only one who seldom/rarely come back hometown. Don't blame me, 13 yrs spent outside of home, no wonder they didn't know that my mum had another daughter, which is me?!)

But the sad thing was that those years I've missed out on this "family gatherings" people tend to forget faces they don't see often. I've been asked numerous times who I was.
And it doesn't help that I didn't grow up there (where the rest of my family is). So I don't socialize with these few ppl much. Oh well, u lose some, u gain some..

So this weekend, we will start to celebrate Hari Raya. I hope to see ppl I haven't seen in ages! And hopefully, I'll get back and share some silly story here and there..

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Speaking of...

Speaking of foods..

I had a dinner with two friends of mine at this "Bubba Gump Shrimp & Co" Sunway Pyramid. When I was in Orlando, I'd really wanted to try it, but my cousins were not so fond of eating shrimps. Then, I saw one in Bali, but again..after a second thought I was like "hurmm, maybe next time". Finally I had the chance to eat there, and turned out the foods weren't as what as I expected them to be..not nice lar..

(my advice : Always Expect the Unexpected)

Speaking of shopping...

Owh.. I haven't done any shopping for 'Hari Raya' . Frankly speaking, I never shop for anything every 'Raya'.. Isn't it weird? Yeah, I know..Don't know why I hate shopping so much

Speaking of personal items..

My laptop was broken, need to fix it. Same goes to the handphone. Should I buy a new hp? Still love the old one..

Speaking of planning for this weekend..
Kak Rina asked me to join her and Surjit for a night drive to Genting after berbuka.. Will think about it..But it's a good offer anyway since I don't have any plan on Saturday night. The event for berbuka puasa was cancelled (again for the second time)


Speaking of me...
I'm exhausted , tired and so sick of ..........

Sunday, September 6, 2009


Yesterday, after work I went straight to Nora's house for a family gathering. It has become sort of like a tradition for all of us to gather at her house every year during the fasting month. So Mummy+daddy will fly over to KL, my mum and granny and the rest of the families who are living closer will come down as always.
Well cousin Ida will be getting married in the next August (so soon? I thought I heard it's going to held in December).. She invited me to come to her engagement ceremony.
Haa, but I told her that I couldn't make it. What a pity..
Need to plan my leave since a lot of events will be taking place next year.. huhu
With Aleen's wedding on the way, Pulau Perhentian trip (with Kak Rina), my Gold Coast escapade (with Haru), Ida's Wedding summore, and then there goes this Krabi Island thing..

OMG?! By the end of the year, I will be so poor and broke.. Eh,what about my Japan + Europe trip? Adoi?!!

Thursday, September 3, 2009

P.S. I Love You


I remember that few weeks ago, I went to a bookstore with the hope I could get few informations for my trip to Bali. Well I did look up for them on the internet but as as you can see, it's just an excuse for me so that I have a reason to go to the shopping mall :)
I was strolling down the bookshelves when my eyes caught a glimpse of this book.
P.S. I Love You by Cecilia Ahern

I was saying to myself ' I've seen it before, the movie but where and when?'
I had this memory recall technic and tried to trace back the event.

Owh, I watched it on the plane, when I was flying from KL to New York last year. It was a 23hrs journey and I was so excited because it was my first trip to the states. I went there to attend my cousins's commencement day (graduation day) and a wedding.

I remembered that after having my 5th glass of orange juice and few packets of peanuts, I decided to explore the inflight entertainment provided ( ha ha actually I wanted to get another juice, but the stewardess was staring at me with - you know that kind of look)
As I looked down at the list, I heard a sobbing sound escaped from the front seat, I slowly peeked and saw Nora's crying ( never seen her crying from watching a movie as she is always avoid that kind of thing!)
So I thought it must be a good one.. Indeed it was-soo sad and touching..sob sob

Hey.. I'm not going to write the sypnosis of the story here, but I would suggest that anyone out there who love to read..believe it or not,it's a worth buying..

Notes from the author : But I would prefer to watch the movie itself rather than reading the book..ha ha

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

He's soo Charming! and I was so freaking out!!

I'm Back!

Ok, there it goes my 3 days off, which I spent it at my hometown- I had to force my ears listening to everyone's babbling the same thing on me ... Gosh horror giller

Well, I met someone at the restaurant today (while having dinner with my sis).
He's not a stranger at the first place. We met each other hmm about 3 yrs ago and the last time I saw him was last March, at a friend's wedding..
He's a friend of a friend of mine, and the fact that he's kinda cute makes me try to avoid him everytime he's trying to pull out a conversation with me.. (Perasan ler tu, but it's the truth!)
(why am I being so secrecy about his identity?)
The first moment I saw him, I was like " OMG!! It's him! Ok,Calm down2x.. Act like U didn't see him" and damned he looks so charming with his smile.

So, I was pretending looking-looking at the foods (it's a buffet)and tried to hide myself behind this decoration tree which was not a successful action.
and I looked up ... daa .. he was staring at me with an 'O' on his mouth and walked straight towards me..
(arghh he found me!I was trying to look suprise and faking a smile)

Him : Eh.. It's U..

This is the first time ever I talk to him...

Me : Hi.. ( and to be frank I really forgot his name)


Him : Hey, U are ........ friend, right?

Me : Yes I am ( of course, how silly is that question, yet I have to give him a credit for trying his best to talk to me)


Me : What are U doing here? ( Of course eating lar, now I am the one who feel so stupid for asking that)

Him : Well... I'm having a dinner with my ex-University's friends ( and he pointed out to a table with full of peoples)


We were just standing there, staring at each other- and of course at the foods.
I have the feeling that I need to break the silence, since we're causing a scene and peoples were staring at us as if they're' saying " hey..if u want to talk, go somewhere else then, U guys are blocking the food"
And, guess what I said..

Me : Ok then, enjoy the food! (Leaving him standing there and still holding his empty plate, I ran off to my table, ha ha)

I figured out something new about me which I never realized until now..
I am always freaked out everytime or each time I meet good looking peoples..

Notes from the author : Don't be afraid of making a conversation with just anyone.. Be confident of yourself .
"If you believe in Laws of Attraction, everything you do, think and say will attracts you back."

Ramadhan - The Meaning of...

Ramadan (Arabic: رمضان‎, pronounced: /rɑmɑd̪ˤɑːn/) (also written Ramazan, Ramzan, Ramadhan, Ramdan, Ramadaan) is the ninth month of the Islamic calendar. It is the Islamic month of fasting, in which participating Muslims refrain from eating, drinking, smoking, and indulging in anything that is in excess or ill-natured; from dawn until sunset [1]. Fasting is meant to teach the Muslim patience, modesty and spirituality. Ramaḍān is a time for Muslims to fast for the sake of God (Arabic: الله‎, Allāh), and to offer more prayer than usual. During Ramaḍān, Muslims ask forgiveness for past sins, pray for guidance and help in refraining from everyday evils, and try to purify themselves through self-restraint and good deeds. As compared to solar calendar, the dates of Ramadan vary, moving forward about ten days each year. Ramadhan was the month in which the first verses of the Qur'an were claimed to have been revealed[Qur'an 2:185] to the Prophet Muhammad.

The most prominent event of this month is fasting. Every day during the month of Ramadan, Muslims around the world get up before dawn to eat Sahur, the pre-dawn meal, then they perform the fajr prayer. They have to stop eating and drinking before the call for prayer starts until the fourth prayer of the day, Maghrib. Muslims may continue to eat and drink after the sun has set until the next morning's fajr prayer call. Then the process starts all over.
Ramadan is a time of reflecting and worshipping Allah. Muslims are expected to put more effort into following the teachings of Islam and to avoid obscene and irreligious sights and sounds. Sexual thoughts and activities during fasting hours are also forbidden.[Qur'an 2:187] Purity of both thoughts and actions is important. The fast is intended to be an exacting act of deep personal worship in which Muslims seek a raised awareness of closeness to God.

(Extracted from the Wikipedia)